Alright. Here im giving this blog another updated post .
I've been so slack this few months, not going to school , giving all sorts of excuses to myself inorder to escape from school and lessons. Felt terrible , guilty and hopeless deeply inside my heart. Always wanted to start anew but in the end im still back to my old self .

God , please change me . I dont really want to end up being kick out of the school nor drop out when im not even capable to earn a living to support me and my family in future. Thats my prayer for today till im totally changed and will not go back to the same bad habit as i was . Even though there were times where i go against you when i actually knew its wrong doing it.

Amen.


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First of all , I would like to thank this indian lanshop for making sick. Due to it's freaking idiotic fragrance smell (im not being racist but it's true , oh w/e) , there are people who are not used to the smell, please get rid of it -.- tyvm.

With that smell + 4 hours of L4D-ing , My mood was totally fucked up, I've got no interest on continuing the chapter of the game and It's making me feel like vomiting and of course in the end , I vomited -.- thanks.

Yea zomgahzxc , I'm lovin 2ne1 more and more each day.

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo

And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo akkimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae

*Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae*

You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I’ll be right here, baby

Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I’ll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleunhaedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Just you and I
Forever and ever

hawhawhaw ! let's go back the scene of 2NE1 Can't Nobody MV filming :D





Is it only me? I'm thinking that CL's way too pretty , Minzy's getting awesome too , Bommie's incomparable and dara's getting hot.

With 2NE1's new album released , im sorta liking them more and more now ! addicted to their song 'Go Away' atm. Follow by Can't Nobody and clap your hands :D

Nowadays, there's more and more young and rookie kgroups debuting , some of them were the same as my age while the rest are even below 15 making the average of 13.5 in south korea. And now, it's being revealed that GP Basic the rookie girl group with an average age of 13.5 considering the youngest as 13, are struggling between studies and their agency's schedule. They had to sacrifice their school time during practicing while bringing their schoolwork over to study.
To me, I don't mind as long as it does not affect their studies ultimately, but most of the netizens are giving negative comments about it awhile the rest are just giving neutral thoughts to it.

For all these years, carolina had been sleeping with you when she turned 7 or 8 , and i've been sleeping alone in a room everyday. Few years ago we moved to yishun and you placed us tgt in a small room for sleeping while you and dad sleep in the master room. Slowly she demanded you to sleep with her and you placed me and dad tgt in a room. And so on, i wanted to sleep tgt with you for just 1 or 2 days you refused and said you've already get used to it sleeping with carolina. I accepted it.

For all these years, my room's either the floor of your room or im sleeping in the living room. And now i just wanna sleep 1 more day on the bed with you. You said no (Y). Then fine! You can continue sleeping with her , even when she's married , move in tgt with her! I wont hesitate letting you move with her. By telling me you're joking shows that you actually dont even care why i wanna wish that i want one more extra night of sharing the bed with you. And to be honest, when the day carolina's marrying another guy, i will tell you directly how cold-blooded i am to leave you to her for the rest of her and your life. Like i said, i wont even hesitate to do it.



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Unknowningly, i seems to be recovering quickly as before. But all the more i wished that im still dwelling in it. I want vodkas and wine to be my close buddies everyday, after school drunk myself out, i wanna lead that life everyday till i die. Hiding behind these bottles of wine, i seem to be enjoying myself much.


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If you happened to pass by my flat , do buy me some vodka and wine. Thanks much.

I thought i was strong to face it, but i was wrong. I was never able to forget my previous setbacks. I tried every possibilities to keep myself busy, busy and busy. But what had just happened, im so freaking disappointed. I never wanted ppl to thank because its a responsibility for one to contribute and does its very best for the community and not running away from it and came back when everything's back and wanna gain back its fame and position.
You know what hurts the most? Its not because im stucked with my setbacks, its where the ppl whom you trying to help, save are not thinking wisely who's the one trying to take advantage of the whole community.
My setbacks, the darkest moment of my life. Dont even try to help, its not gonna work i can tell you for sure.

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